22 February, 2009

My best friend, Insomnia


I’ve already lost count on how many sunrise I’d seen in one year time. And how many ways I tried to make myself fall asleep except for taking the pill. I felt useless now and had given up on it. What should I do then? Either forcing myself to sleep I rather accept the fact. Just face it!!

All I could remember, thru this one year I never had slept well more than 10times. It almost got me insane; thinking rolling on bed for 5hours only noticed the sky turned blue. The thoughts keep disturbing my mind for one year long. Perhaps this is the gene from my dad? He used to have insomnia too. Or perhaps taking the pill is the only solution for me?