03 January, 2009

HAPPY 2009!!

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HAPPY 2009!!!
A new year; a new start; a new chapter; a new beginning.
Forget the bad; cherish the good.
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Cant run from fact I am another year older. Gosh. Felt so darn old..
I can even heard a fiery voice shouted “WAKE Nie..you need to go xtra miles for what you want; go work hard Now, you re not young anymore, you don’t hav much times left”
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I was like..Shit!!WTF..i know I know ok.i don’t need any reminder..i know I am old aunty wit nothing. Haiz!! Feel bad for myself!
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When everyone was so in the mood enjoying the New Year feels; I was like god, I need more timessss…. Times runs so fast, it makes me felt liked 100m dash in Olympic Games. No joking I am serious.. yes I do felt like this. New Year was like another new pressure!!
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Ok I honestly not a perfect women wit perfect lives; i don’t ask much. I only wish for;
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First I wish my parents to live healthy everyday. Second I want to earn more and more and many more. Third I wish my families to live healthy and happily. Forth I wish to forget either the bad or good and moved myself on from the past. Fifth I wish for World Peace. Sixth I wish Hero and Bebe a healthy and happily living wit me [FYI hero n bebe is my dogs]. Seventh I hope God can slow down the times so I can hav more times to enjoy what I am having now.
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YES grant me those seven wishes and I will be living happily ever after again. Haahahaa!
See I am not greedy.
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Hmm.. Wonder how’s everyone celebrate the coming of 2009?? I am a bit unlucky I need to work, no choice!! Nah but I am celebrating it after work with new brunch of new friends. They re great!
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Hahaa.. in fact I am like doing count-down for new year before a week. Been working too much, drinking too much and dancing too much for a week. LoL!! One reason I dont luv to work outstation.. my body aches more than a week dy.
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223am!! I am awake typing my blog; siao lar. Seriously I am so sleepy but I cant sleep, need to look after my sick dad. I know my mum was over tired while I was away for whole week. If I could separate myself to two.. … .. “Hey don’t dream. Ok need to grab a bite of cigg. and clean up my luggage. and rooms. and do laundry.. no tis one tomoro. and what else?! See if I got more times I sure will blog more than this. But times not allowed so that’s it.
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AND happy merry New Year everyone…Wishes all the best in 2009 ahead. Tho I complained too much but I stil luv new year. heeheee

23 December, 2008

"Christmas Don't Be Late"

Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell**


"Merry Xmas to everyone.."
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I absolutely so in luv' wit xmas **hohoho
Xmas always give me a warm feeling
and an irreplaceable moments
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Lately been busy with works..
and had abandoned my blog.
Will update my blog very very soon.. please be patient. Muacks
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here comes my greetings
wishes you'll enjoy your XMAS and NEW YEAR's holidays wit your love one!
and best of luck ahead 2009
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CheeRSss~~~~
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"MERRY*MERRY XMAS"
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"HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009"

29 November, 2008

Story of a woman

In a big city where I found this little woman whose have a wonderful life. Her life was great until the day comes.. If you could read her heart she never lives peaceful after that. She wonders why things keep hitting on her in bad ways. For each girl that wishes had come true would celebrate it. Did anyone know every wish had granted there is another sad story will come. Every time when she prays, she would wish things will rest in peace. In fact she hopes her wishes will not come true ever. She would never want to be treated as toothpick. She will never felt the joys when being treated as spare tire. She actually is a good pretender. You might not read her in face. And you will never know, every word you tell makes her feel like a fool. At this moment, she totally broke down and all she wants was someone whose she can really tells everything to. If someone asks her, what is your wish if you were given one? She would ask for wish never come true. Finally she knows she is too dumb to believe a lies. And she makes a new wish, hope you can leave her alone and let her go in peace. Shhh.. Lets keep this as secret because little woman would never wish to talk in person..

28 November, 2008

No one had abandon who..

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There’s always a reason for everything that happened. People come and go in life. No one will know whose will be there for them till the very last breath.

Tell me, who will goes for second choices whereas they have the first choice? Human is human and every human is selfish. This is what we called human nature. If you tell me you are not selfish, don’t admit you are human because human proved as selfish-thingy in earth.

If we see things in different angle, no one actually had abandoned who. Is a rotation in each human. When someone left your life, another person comes in. God is fair to everyone. They sent someone in when they took someone out from your life.
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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
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When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
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Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season!
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LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
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So now is your turn to tell me who had abandoned who? I been abandoned too..
Who never?

20 November, 2008

behind de laughter...

you see me laughing and you see me smiling but you never see the tears of the laughter behinds.. who would read my silent smile?

06 November, 2008

Is a state of Bliss

Richard Clayderman * Marriage d' Amour

Close your eyes... Listen to the piano tones... and Feel the softness of each tone that plays. One words, peacefulness!

Yes I have a feeling of peaceful whenever I heard of this music. My hearts even melt. Wtf.. Ok I am serious. I wonder do others feel the same too. Is a feeling of calm, peaceful and blissful. and I am so in love with the feeling..

Now go and feel it yourself.

04 November, 2008

Silly Me

One bored day….
When you are damn dead bored.. You will do something silly.
Here came my new perm hair. . (I know it don’t looks like perms)
I did it myself.. it wasn’t looks that curly enuff, but I will sure go and do one soon.
And I mean the one real in saloon. Hehehe…
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