Xmas always give me a warm feeling
and an irreplaceable moments
Will update my blog very very soon.. please be patient. Muacks
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here comes my greetings
you see me laughing and you see me smiling but you never see the tears of the laughter behinds.. who would read my silent smile?
Richard Clayderman * Marriage d' Amour
Close your eyes... Listen to the piano tones... and Feel the softness of each tone that plays. One words, peacefulness!
Yes I have a feeling of peaceful whenever I heard of this music. My hearts even melt. Wtf.. Ok I am serious. I wonder do others feel the same too. Is a feeling of calm, peaceful and blissful. and I am so in love with the feeling..
Now go and feel it yourself.
Is disappointed the way you think and acted. You never knows this is making everyone around you suffers. Everyone trying to please you because everyone knows you think different. I can’t tell who is right and who is wrong; but for me no one is born the same. You can hate, can blame, can scold and do whatever to feel better. But give some limitation and time. After all we are adults now, we should think mature. im SORRY if I brought her into your suffer. Lets not make your action make our friends to suffers with you babe.
Sudden urge of posting this song for everyone here. I don’t really understand what the lyrics mean; but this song is somewhat brought me back lots of the past. How come songs can reminds us those sweet and sour moments? This is the very first song of my first love, first man I longed to loves; my first of everything. Times really passed too fast, before I have time to recalls those blissful memories.. I found out I almost forgot those kind of feeling. Is been half year now, is not really a long period for me. Let’s say it this way, because I really did let go and I think this is the main reason why memories faded so fast.
You know what I am really proud of myself? I noticed I am damn good in finding happiness for my own self when I am not feeling any good either. **Hehee.. I think this sound good on me “Im the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you & smile the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if I can’t brighten my own”. Im not self praise here but I really am this kind of girl **smiling** for everything I struggle I learn something new about myself. Something new into my new live.. Life still goes on without him.
“有所得就有所失 有所失就有所得”
“人要懂得舍得,不舍不得,舍了才得”
Losing him was the worst moment I had gone thru. Heart aches, broken into pieces. It really hurt so much. But if I am given a chance; I won’t change any of it. This is the best for us. I lose someone important but I gained more than anything or anyone can replace. I found myself again, learned that families is always important, found out true friends, my own career. Don’t you think my life is greater without him around? Hmm.. yup I felt the same too. So you should know why I never regret of letting him go?
Have anyone ask you this question before “When was the last time you are feeling happiness? Last two days I was browsing some girl’s blog, read on this topic. Suddenly I felt blissful, I hardly remember when it was but I can clearly remember how it felt. I should **thanks him for the very short moments of the happiness and left a deep remarks in my heart. So what can I say? Let’s keep those memories… feel the things before it faded.
I actually in a very rush time now. My friends are waiting for me at café, another appointment at bar club. Sigh~ I am real tired. Ok I need to go now..lets update you all again. Hope my friend wasn’t reading this. If yes, I am sooo sorry babe. **Muacks
It's been a while since my intentions to jot my thoughts here have actualized. Time just flies.. Way too quickly! So much to say, so little time to pen them down. Perhaps every time when i open my blog, i don't know where to start. Im lost I can't find the perfect words to describe my "current" feeling. i think there is too much things happening, ups and downs, downs and ups and life just keep twisting. Arhh~ once a while I kind of hated life. It seems complicated. But sometimes I seriously loving it. It just likes hmm.. one word "amazing". Yes im emotional I can't read myself too.
Lets see what i can find in my current mind??! Properly is Works.. and Opps "i really miss him terribly". and yes i am!
What Veenie Wong Means |
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |